{"id":1476,"date":"2022-01-05T18:26:36","date_gmt":"2022-01-05T18:26:36","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/urbanvolcano.net\/is\/?p=1476"},"modified":"2024-08-23T20:07:15","modified_gmt":"2024-08-23T20:07:15","slug":"haettu-ad-tala-vid-sjalfan-thig","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/urbanvolcano.net\/is\/haettu-ad-tala-vid-sjalfan-thig\/","title":{"rendered":"H\u00e6ttu a\u00f0 tala vi\u00f0 sj\u00e1lfan \u00feig"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

A\u00f0rar \u00fatg\u00e1fur: PDF<\/a> | english<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\"H\u00e6ttu<\/a>
Myndskreyting B\u00f6rkur Sigurbj\u00f6rnsson<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

\u201eH\u00e6ttu a\u00f0 tala vi\u00f0 sj\u00e1lfan \u00feig!\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c9g leit \u00ed \u00e1tt til systur minnar \u00fear sem h\u00fan l\u00e1 \u00e1 s\u00f3fanum me\u00f0 opna b\u00f3k \u00ed kj\u00f6ltunni og penna vi\u00f0 h\u00f6nd. H\u00fan sendi m\u00e9r st\u00edft augnar\u00e1\u00f0 sem \u00e1tti vafalaust a\u00f0 fylgja or\u00f0um hennar eftir, dj\u00fapt undir skinni\u00f0 og inn \u00ed s\u00e1lina. Or\u00f0 hennar h\u00f6f\u00f0u engin \u00e1hrif \u00e1 mig. \u00deau hrukku af m\u00e9r eins og \u00f6ldur af sl\u00e9ttp\u00fassu\u00f0um steini.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201e\u00c9g er ekkert a\u00f0 tala vi\u00f0 sj\u00e1lfan mig,\u201c svara\u00f0i \u00e9g. \u201eEkki upph\u00e1tt a\u00f0 minnsta kosti.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eKannski ekki upph\u00e1tt \u00ed venjulegum skilningi,\u201c vi\u00f0urkenndi h\u00fan. \u201eEn l\u00edkamstj\u00e1ningin sem \u00fe\u00fa beitir \u00feegar \u00fe\u00fa gengur um g\u00f3lf segir allt sem segja \u00fearf um \u00fea\u00f0 a\u00f0 \u00fe\u00fa ert a\u00f0 tala vi\u00f0 sj\u00e1lfan \u00feig. Og \u00fea\u00f0 \u00e1 frekar h\u00e1um n\u00f3tum. Frekar \u00e6randi. Ver\u00f0 \u00e9g a\u00f0 segja.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eOg hva\u00f0 me\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 \u00fe\u00f3 \u00e9g s\u00e9 a\u00f0 tala vi\u00f0 sj\u00e1lfan mig?\u201c spur\u00f0i \u00e9g og ger\u00f0i hl\u00e9 \u00e1 g\u00f6ngu minni \u00ed kringum bor\u00f0stofubor\u00f0i\u00f0 til \u00feess a\u00f0 geta einbeitt m\u00e9r a\u00f0 samr\u00e6\u00f0unum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201e\u00dea\u00f0 er kr\u00edp\u00ed,\u201c h\u00e9lt h\u00fan fram \u00e1\u00f0ur en h\u00fan bl\u00e9s \u00fat tyggj\u00f3k\u00falu sem h\u00fan gleypti svo jafn\u00f3\u00f0um. \u201eAf hverju getur \u00fe\u00fa ekki veri\u00f0 e\u00f0lilegur?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

E\u00f0lilegur. Hva\u00f0 var \u00fea\u00f0 n\u00fa?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eOg hva\u00f0 \u00feykist \u00fe\u00fa vera a\u00f0 gera?\u201c spur\u00f0 \u00e9g \u00e1 m\u00f3ti og ranghvolfdi augunum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eHva\u00f0 s\u00fdnist \u00fe\u00e9r?\u201c spur\u00f0i h\u00fan og lyfti b\u00f3kinni sem h\u00fan haf\u00f0i veri\u00f0 a\u00f0 skrifa \u00ed. \u201e\u00c9g er a\u00f0 skrifa \u00ed dagb\u00f3kina m\u00edna. \u00dea\u00f0 er a\u00f0 segja \u00feegar \u00e9g n\u00e6 einbeitingu milli hlj\u00f3\u00f0lausu \u00f6skranna fr\u00e1 \u00fe\u00e9r.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eM\u00e1 \u00e9g lesa?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eNei.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eM\u00e1 einhver lesa?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eNei,\u201c sag\u00f0i h\u00fan og loka\u00f0i b\u00f3kinni eins og til \u00f6ryggis til \u00feess a\u00f0 undirstrika or\u00f0 s\u00edn. \u201e\u00deetta er m\u00edn dagb\u00f3k og hana les enginn nema \u00e9g.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eErt \u00fe\u00fa \u00fe\u00e1 bara ekki alveg eins a\u00f0 tala vi\u00f0 sj\u00e1lfa \u00feig og \u00e9g a\u00f0 tala vi\u00f0 sj\u00e1lfan mig?\u201c spur\u00f0i \u00e9g og h\u00f3f \u00e1 n\u00fd a\u00f0 ganga \u00ed kringum bor\u00f0stofubor\u00f0i\u00f0, passandi mig \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 st\u00edga r\u00e9tt ni\u00f0ur \u00e1 g\u00f3lfteppi\u00f0 svo a\u00f0 iljarnar p\u00f6ssu\u00f0u inn \u00ed mynstri\u00f0 \u00e1 teppinu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201e\u00dea\u00f0 er tvennt \u00f3l\u00edkt,\u201c andvarpa\u00f0i h\u00fan. \u201e\u00dea\u00f0 er e\u00f0lilegt a\u00f0 skrifa dagb\u00f3k en \u00fea\u00f0 er ekki e\u00f0lilegt a\u00f0 tala vi\u00f0 sj\u00e1lfan sig. Af hverju f\u00e6r\u00f0 \u00fe\u00fa \u00fe\u00e9r ekki dagb\u00f3k eins og anna\u00f0 si\u00f0mennta\u00f0 f\u00f3lk?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u00fan opna\u00f0i dagb\u00f3kina s\u00edna \u00e1 n\u00fd og ger\u00f0i sig l\u00edklega til \u00feess a\u00f0 halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 skrifa. \u00c9g gaf m\u00e9r t\u00edma til \u00feess a\u00f0 hugsa hverju \u00e9g g\u00e6ti svara\u00f0. H\u00e6gri f\u00f3tur me\u00f0 fimm gr\u00e1\u00f0u \u00fatskeifu horni. Vinstri f\u00f3tur me\u00f0 fimm gr\u00e1\u00f0u innskeifu horni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eMig langar \u00fea\u00f0 ekki,\u201c sag\u00f0i \u00e9g loks eftir nokkurra sek\u00fandna umhugsun. \u201e\u00c9g kann ekki vi\u00f0 a\u00f0 skilja eftir mig papp\u00edrssl\u00f3\u00f0. \u00dea\u00f0 er l\u00edka sj\u00e1lfb\u00e6rara a\u00f0 tala vi\u00f0 sj\u00e1lfan sig. L\u00e6gra kolefnisspor.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n